A woman who truly loves you will be angry at you for so many things but will still stick around.
A man who truly loves you will never let you go no matter how hard the situation is.

my baby girl ♥ (:

on the way to school today, i saw a kind and caring act.
at a bus stop around sin ming, there was a tree being cut near a traffic light.
therefore, it was enclosed temporarily and people have to stand near the traffic light to cross it.
this old female elderly, saw the light changed to green but had difficulties walking fast.
the bangala worker noticed that & held her hand to guide her across the road.
when the light turned red, the cars remain in their position just for the old elderly to cross.
there wasn’t any “hongs” from the cars and frustrated look from the drivers.
all i could see was patience, love and care.
The whole scene just melts my heart.

School was fun today.
With timothy up to his mischievousness and bastardness.
Hahaha. Lessons with class is always joy & laughter.
love it.

my baby girl then came to school to find me as she ended school early.
she wanted to study so we went to the library.
everytime i see how she study by doing notes.. its just so cute when baby is concentrating on something (:
after which, i send her home.
& i miss bus rides we used to had.
it’s been so long since we had a bus ride together (:

after sending her home, i was on the way home.
at the bus stop opposite j8, this girl suddenly vomited at the bus stop.
maybe cos she wasn’t feeling well.
the scene actually attracted much attention.
what happens next make me smile in my heart.
people around her instead of walking away from the vomit & stuff.
some offered tissue and help her carry her bag.
the stall owner immediately took a bucket of water and wash off some of the vomit on her & even wash the floor.
its just heart warming to see people so caring and kind.

meeting my baby girl♥  today is more than enough to make my day. (: (:

my baby girl is loved! ♥ (:

P.S. i deserve everything that is happening now. i’m not complaining because i just want you to be happy.
loves. ♥

sending baby home ♥ (:

i couldn’t sleep last night.
but i woke up feeling not tired at all.
i dreamt about baby during my 3hours of sleep.
it felt so real.
now i know what baby meant when she told me she dreamt of me the other time.

i met baby at bishan to eat mos burger.
yay first time eating mos burger with her! (:
so far, let’s see.
we ate, MAC, KFC, LJS, Subway, BK, Pastamania & Yoshinoya before.
now left pizza hut (: (:
HAHAHAHA.
baby is so tired after work.
everytime we take the train, she would be sleeping on my shoulders.
i guess all i can do is to lend her a shoulder and make her sleep on the train as comfortable as possible.
because i know, she loves working at Swissotel.
& her mum would also irritate her when she sleeps at home.
I know how pissed off baby can get when her mum irritates her.
I guess her mum just don’t understand how tiring is it for her daughter to wake up so early and working so long.
Well, school is starting.
I want to meet baby after school like last time! (:
Bye.
Goodnight world.

1910 ♥ (:

Love story (:

This is how our love story begins..

I got to know Baby(: through a roadshow event. Cold Storage Kids Run.

This picture was taken when we weren’t together yet.
Our first picture actually.
Taken by Guo Huo.
This was how toot we looked back then.
While baby was still in her specs.
(BABY, don’t kill me for uploading this picture okay!! :p) hahahahha

I remembered. During the event, I & Adrian was the queue marshall while baby was the at counter.
When there isn’t a lot of people at the queue, I would just walk over to baby & chat with her.
Baby once told me that when she showed her friend this picture.
Her friend comment that its like I’m trying to hit on Baby, but baby ignore me. HAHAHA.
To think of it now, its true in a way.
If you see properly, baby is actually sticking out her tongue!
Very unique way to ignore me! HAHAHA
That was one of the reason I love her so much now.
She was damn cute in whatever she does.

This cute little girl tried to express her feelings to me by dropping hints.
I was so silly that I took so long to notice her good she was.
She stood by me, being friendly & nice until the day we got together.
From May 10, 2009 (cold storage expo) – Oct 19, 2009 (we got together) (:
I fell in love with you baby, because of the small things you do.
You know what is it. (:
Slowly, I noticed you & my feelings for you just grew deeper.
How silly of me for noticing you so late.
I even chose to go to Wuhan.
Leaving you alone at Singapore.
But instead, you counted down the days.
You were really sweet.
Till now, my feelings just gets stronger & stronger (:

I love you, Baby. Forever (:

Can you?

Can you associate songs with your friends?
I can.
I was listening to the radio & it played an rather old song that makes me remind of a friend.
Now, I’m gonna associate songs with my friends.
Some with reasons and explanation, Some w/o (:

Baby (: (: – A Teens, – Upside Down (Bouncing Off the Ceiling)
Edy Ulyanto – Jason Mraz, – I’m Yours
Adrian Chong – Techno Songs
Chin Kuang – #VerseRadio (e.g. When you say nothing at all)
Victoria Lee – Gwen Stefani & Akon, – The Sweet Escape Remix
Adeline Chan – Avril Lavigne songs ( Adia )
Daniel – High School Musical Songs
Zhong Rong – Pitbull, – I know you want me (Animation Video)
Xin Mei – Super Junior, – Sorry sorry

That’s all I can think at the moment (:

Happy 2nd Monthsary (:

HAPPY 2nd Monthsary BABY (:

Good Morning baby! (:
I hope you are happy when you see this ! (:
Although I know, I may not meet you today for our 2nd Monthsary but I have this to make up for it.
I hope you like it

Our first picture taken together.
Credits to Xin Mei (:One of your stayover baby (:

You always so cute la baby (:
You coming to school to find me no matter how far it is & how tired you are.
I love you baby (:

You will also just accompany me in class just to see how it feels like to be in my class
& also accompanying me (:
This is one of your picture in our wallets.
You are the girl that would actually be so sweet to print photos of us and put into my wallet.
Everytime, I would to open my wallet to pay for something.
I would see your face and smile to myself.  (:
You are so sweet baby! <3

You would also go to the extend to pon class just to celebrate my birthday.
In the past few years, I never ever celebrated my birthday outside with friends.
It would always be an ordinary day with friends wishing me on Msn & Sms.
You go to the extend to celebrate with me & made me a scrapbook that is so long & sweet.
How can I not be touched? ;(
Thanks baby! (:

We would also meet up just to study and slack at CCK library (:
Although we did not study much, I really want to spend as much with you as possible (:

When I send you home to early, we roamed around your house area the supermarket just to lepak.
We bought a drink each that we didn’t realise match our shirt until we sat down at a table below
your house (:
Our shirts are both from giordano and currently our only couple shirt.
HAHAHA (:

We also meet up just for dinners before sending you home.
Dinners with you is always so much enjoyable than eating alone.
I want a dinner with you soon
(BABY SO CUTE in that picture) hahaha

You & Me at Sandra’s Symphony Band Concert.
It was an awesome performance by the Band from Republic Polytechnic.
& I really enjoyed watching it with you (:
(I really think your hair tie until very nice that day)
Hahahhaa.

You also wanted to accomapny me to cut hair.
& we finally did.
I remembered while my hair was being cut, you were reading a magazine beside me
& showing me a horoscope thingy. (:
You know what it said.
hahahaha

You coming to find me at a bowling event organised by my school.
You see, you will always make time and effort to always find me.
I’m so touched, baby. (:
I love you!! Hehehe (:

Then, something happened on the 8th of December. We broke up.
When we broke, I really thought it was the end of us.
I was thinking back of all the memories I had with you.
It hurt so hard that I couldn’t stop tearing infront of my laptop with my two brothers just beside me & my mum coming in occasionally just to chat with us.
It was really one of the hardest decision I made in my life.
To break with you, yes it hurt.. a lot. 
But, I know it was the best of us both.
When I decided to stop talking to you, I really did.
It was difficult. But I did.
I wanted to go offline & just sleep the pain away..until you pm me on msn and apologised to me.
As you typed, tears came rolling down my cheeks.
I was so confused at that time. Really.
One moment, you were so angry and cold at me.
Then, you are apologising.
I just needed some time.

We then met up on 9th of December & talked things out.
Face to Face.
Heart to Heart talk.

We both know the root of the problem.
But, I will never be able to solve this without you.
Because baby, do you know that you are the only one that can make the decision to solve this problem?

9th of December we patched back (:
Things weren’t the same before.. at the start.
I couldn’t adapt to it initially.
Slowly, step by step.
We are back to what we were before. (:
However, until now, I still feel the problem is still there and there is a potential it will happen again.
But baby, sometimes I wished you would just tell me.
“Baby, you don’t like me smsing him right? I will stop for you baby (: “
Yes, the problem is a guy.
An outsider.
I never seen someone so bold, so daring & so disrespectful before.

Well, this guy is crossing his limits as a friend.
Because there are some things, you should know where is the limit.
Some things, you should ask & not ask.
But, I promised baby. I would only speak to him if he does it again.
So, if you are reading this.
I hope you know what you are doing.
Don’t force me to break up the so called friendship with you and my girlfriend.

Baby, this is specially for you (:

19/10/09, the date we were together. (: Ever since I was with you, my life never felt so fortunate before. Haha. I couldn’t ask anymore for another girl like you. You are the sweetest, most caring and most cute girlfriend I ever had. Every memory we created, you gave me & happen to us, would always be with me forever. The ups and downs we had in our relationship is something inevitable but without it, we wouldn’t know each other better (: We have come this far & you endured so long just to be with me. I promise you I would be your best boyfriend you ever had (:  I promise you I will love you with all my heart & be there for you forever (:

Baby get well soon alright.
I wanted to wish you Happy 2nd Monthsary on the phone just now but its okay baby (:
I love you.
19/10/09             –             19 /12 /09

babybaby (:

I don’t know why i love this pic a lot baby (:
You are so adorable no matter what you do.
Hahaha.
Take care on your way to & over at Malaysia kay?
(:

I miss you lots already.
though you sleeping now. haha.
love you baby (:

take care baby! (:

take care baby (:
she will be going to malaysia for 1 day.
leaving in the morning & coming back at night.
i think i will miss her a lot

she came over to surprise me again!
but, i heard her when she opened the door.
but somehow, i couldn’t wake up(I don’t know why!).
until she tickled me.
i woke immediately
& saw baby wearing the same shirt as me.
Standard Chartered Volunteer Tee

had lunch at Ajisen J8
had a slow walk back to my house.
chatted quite a lot while walking back.
i think we should walk back more. hahaha.

when we reach our house,
she read her book
while i did my project.

after which, i send her home that time.
it was the first time i make her laugh until she teared.
but, i’m really happy to see her so happy (:
i love you baby (:

first movie date ;)

baby came to surprise me this morning! (:
did i mention how i love when baby pops by at my house just to wake me up?

i bath & got dressed while she played dota at my computer.
& off we went to Grand Cathay to catch Twilight New Moon Saga (:
we bought tickets and ate Just Acia for lunch.
free flow of drinks and ice cream (:

after which, we headed down to wheelock to epiCentre to see ipod nano cases.
i wanted to get a new case because my ipod nano silicon case doesn’t looks appealing to me at all.
didn’t get one & just headed home.
bus to CCK.
while on the way to CCK interchange, she fell asleep on my shoulders.
baby is so adorable when she sleeps (:
i swear she was really sound asleep even two ladies quarrel in front of us wasn’t loud enough to wake her up.

After sending her home, baby was so sweet to call me on the phone all the way home (:
I love you, baby a lot! <3 ^^

Study study with you tmr! (:

doctor & dinner with baby today (:

baby partial today because her eye was growing something and it was irritating her.
went down to rp to find her to accompany her to see doctor @ my house here.

at rp, i saw HY & Priscilla. haha.
it was the last day of school for republic polytechnic students.
i think many pon-ed school so it wasn’t as crowded.

accompany baby to see doctor.
she was prescribed with antibiotic eye drops and eye cream

we had lunch at my house.
but before that, i taught her dota because she wanted to learn. hahaha.
well, she was not that bad :b

we napped a while before having dinner & me sending her home.
i want more days like that during the holidays!!

but i know very rare already.
i haven’t start on TPM report & adeline say it is due this friday.

can’t wait to meet baby <3 tmr! (:
missing her already.
movie movie. new moon